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here we go again

we’ll see how long i can keep this up.

Hello world, I’m a girl, I have feelings, I overreact, I underestimate, I overestimate, I over think everything, I look too deep into everythings meaning, I dream big, my expectations are high, I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. Thats why when I ask how you are I mean it, when I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know, and when I say I love you, I’m not lying. Because I wish on every 11:11, and pray to God that all the signs I’m seeing aren’t being misread. Hello world, I’m a girl, and thats not easy.

idemandeuphoria:

(zoiepapera-lollimunchkins-suddenlyyours)

i ask for things, and often get it. and sometimes i wish i never did.

past present future

we are far too familiar with the concept of being imprisoned/obsessed/enveloped by the past, but could it be possible to feel the same for the future?

I am firm to deny that i live in the past. at the very least, i know for sure i am over that. Now, i am faced with an equally baffling situation.. Of being “trapped” by the present.

I have so many plans, dreams, aspirations, all i look forward to, but do not have or cannot grasp at present. Now it gets hard to live in the now when all i want to live for are for tomorrow.

Am i even making sense?

I need a break. I need that big break that will change my life again.

beyond these walls,

i dream of sunsets and sundays,

of everyday adventures,

of mischief,

and mayhem

of butterflies and dragons

of airports and trains

of everywhere

and nowhere

of anywhere